Dear Darlings,
Thank you. As I reflect on all the men I've loved my heart, soul, and body merge. Wasn't that the idea? To come together? To be as one? For most of us that was the intent and delivery. I mean from each of you I took a part of all three; I took your body. I took your soul. I took a piece of your heart. I know you all sampled my gifts. My heart was my most offered present available always. Do you still feel it? Even a piece of it? I hope so. Then I will live on in love...
I feel blessed to have had you. To have held you in my wanting arms. To have craved you. To have consumed you. To have smiled with you. To have laughed with you. If there are blessings in tears then I too am a billion blessed for there were many tears I have tasted for you all. I have lived and I have loved. I have laughed and I have cried. Mostly, I have cared. Tonight, I sit alone vacated from surroundings of man and I am broken. Challenges of great depth have been explored by us all. My part in the demise or destruction of us has been thought through. No regret on either side is necessary. I just thank. I just thank you. I just thank you.
